Who Is the Person

Christmas has always been my favorite time of year. Full of love, family and amazing memories. This year, when looking at photos a few days later, I noticed something that I hadn't seen before. The person in the photos. She was supposed to be me. How could that be me? I've always been a big person but how could I possible let myself go that much?? How could I possibly be there for my child for the rest of her life and teach her to make good choices if I can't even follow those rules myself?? 

No more!! This person has got to go. I have officially issued an eviction notice and it's time for that person to go. It's time for me to find the real me. The outside reflection of the fun-loving, energetic, happy person that I feel I am on the inside. The real me. I know this is going to be a long and difficult search, but I will find her!! I will find the real me.